I felt like updating my journal even though I don't really have something to say, but it's been a while since I wrote here.
It's still January so I'm allowed to say this: HAPPY 2016!
2015 ended kinda weird for me, mainly because I had my first kiss (just gonna throw the date here so I have something to reflect on- 23 Dec 2015, at around 23:45), which is weird, considering what I believe I am (an asexual). I'm not sure I can claim I am or am not one. I was kinda indifferent towards this kiss, I didn't feel disgusted nor did I particularly enjoy it, and I like the guy I kissed so I don't think that that was the problem, if there is one. And now I'm analyzing myself too much and it's not helping, and I think me analyzing myself my whole life is what's causing so many problems and omg now I'm doing it again so I'll just stop. Anyway, we don't really know what we are now. I think we're dating. I mean, we were on a date (on January 8th) that was really nice. We had breakfast at a cute cafe and than we had a Pakal (which is when you sit somewhere outside in the nature, and make coffee or tea using a portable burner) we sat in an open field that had lots of flowers and near some remains of a really old structure and we were gonna make coffee but then we realized we forgot to bring water. Which was funny and stupid, but it didn't ruin anything cause we still had fun.
Sorry if I'm a little bit all over the place. It's been a while since I wrote anything in English.
Anyway. That's that.
After that I took the train and I met a french guy and he needed help getting to a place - the same one I was going, so I suggested he'd stick with me and we ended up talking the whole ride. He was really nice and we had a weird, deep conversation. Not one you make with someone you just met. And then when I got off the train I met a friend and I gave him a ride home. I mean, he's not really a friend as much as someone that had a lot of influence on me. He's a bit older and I used to look up to him and I adore him so much.
Okay. I'm done. I needed to write this down. Don't know why. Maybe because it was an interesting, different day and I want to remember it.
can't believe I forgot to mention I'd been in Barcelona! And it was amazing. I'm definitely gonna come back there again. No doubt.